Corned Beef Spice Blend

This spice blend is used in the Corned Beef recipe.

Coarsely grind in a spice grinder or mortar & pestle:

  • 4 T coriander
  • 2 T black peppercorn
  • 2 T yellow mustard seed
  • 1 T allspice berry
  • 6 whole cloves
  • 2 T ground ginger
  • 6 bay leaves, roughly torn
  • 1 star anise
  • 1 T chili flakes

Notes

  • The spices can be changed to whatever you like

  • The main flavoring constituents of corned beef are largely derived from those used for pastrami: mustard, black pepper, coriander seed, allspice, and a bit of clove.

  • Fennel seeds work nicely

A Quiet Morning Alone in the City

Observations During a Quiet Sunrise,
Alamo Square, San Francisco, February 2018

I see a man standing
silently
amongst the trees
all alone for just a moment.

His neighbors are still sleeping –
all except the birds –
chattering excitedly about
this stranger in their midst

I wonder what the man thinks about
from his high perch
as he watches the city
breathe into life
below him

Perhaps he contemplates
the ancient hills that backdrop
the city skyline.

Those hills once beckoned to man,
“Come and conquer me if you can!
We were here long before you
and we shall still be here
long after you depart.”

But the hills mock no longer.
Man has leveled,
scraped,
and straightened them,
planted his boxes of ticky-tacky,
strung congested highways
and piled towering landfills
wherever he pleases.

Standing there so still,
does he feel the weight of
the conquest, the pavement?
does he see the price of progress?

I turn away,
leaving a silent prayer
that this man
has conquered
his need to conquer
here
alone
on this quiet morning.

Roasted Bone Marrow

If you would like to remove the blood from the bone marrow, soak in salt water or cover with salt overnight.

Prior to cooking, rinse the bone marrow and pat dry. Salt the bone marrow liberally.

Preheat the oven to 400F. 

Brown the bones on the stove in butter over medium-low heat. Add thyme or rosemary to the pan to season the meat. Optionally, add smashed garlic cloves to the pan. Once the bone marrow is browned on both sides, baste the bone marrow with the pan butter and transfer the pan to the oven. Cook in the oven for 15-20 minutes.  The bone marrow is done when is bubbly and knife-tender all the way through. Reserve the bone marrow butter remaining in the pan for another use, such as cooking eggs.

Serving Options

  • Garnish with chopped parsley

  • Contrast it with acidic and refreshing flavors or accent its fattiness with something even richer

  • Pair with a small, sharp salad salad

    • Parsley tossed in olive oil, lemon, and capers

    • Substitute watercress or arugula for the parsley

    • Use thinly sliced radishes

  • Bone marrow butter

    • Let marrow bones cool to touch, then scoop out marrow. 

    • Add marrow, raw butter, sea salt, rosemary and parsley to a food processor. Blend until incorporated.

  • Onion, shallot, or garlic confit

  • Onion, shallot, or garlic marmalade

  • Anchovy butter

  • Glaze before roasting with miso, mirin, and soy sauce

  • Smothered and roasted with blue cheese (pair with shallot confit)

 I skipped the soaking step, so there is blood in my marrow.
I skipped the soaking step, so there is blood in my marrow.

The Great Teacher

I fill my hours
searching for Wisdom,
seeking the Way,
busy
with books
and talks
and meditation,
constantly overlooking
the great Master
who shares my home –

My dog,
who flows with the Tao
so effortlessly

Sleeping when tired,
Playing when energetic,
no worries of the future,
no regrets of the past,
living only in the Now.

How wise and serene she looks
perched in silent meditation
beside me.

My Wage

I bargained with Life for a penny,
And Life would pay no more,
However I begged at evening when
I counted my scanty store.
For Life is a just employer,
He gives you what you ask,
But once you have set the wages,
Why you must bear the task.
I worked for a menial’s hire,
Only to learn dismayed,
That any wage I had asked of Life,
Life would have willingly paid.

by J.B. Rittenhouse

My Objectives for 2019

There’s nothing the birth of a child to bring all of your previously held beliefs, plans, expectations, and goals crashing down around you. I recognize the luxury of my pre-child time: clear thoughts, optimized sleep, setting whatever schedule I want, being able to ignore my own health to achieve goals. I could maintain 10 projects, foolishly, because I had the time to dedicate to these projects.

I am no longer the center of my own universe. I’ve already noticed how I get much less done, and how everything seems to take approximately 15 million times longer that I expect.

One area of my life I need to simplify is the goals and tasks that I’m trying to accomplish. I decided that I can only afford to focus on five major objectives. Any tasks or projects which fit into these five areas will be prioritized, and everything else needs to fall by the wayside.

My primary objectives for the next 11 months are:

  1. Support my family and spend time with them each day without using electronics
  2. Finish my embedded framework:
    • Deploy to two embedded platforms
    • Sell to four clients
  3. Write every day, and publish at least three times a week
  4. Spend 30 minutes every day exercising, with the following fitness standard goals:
    • 20 pull-ups in a continuous set
    • 100 crunches in 2 minutes
    • 100 pushups in 2 minutes
    • 5 minute plank
    • 5k run in 25 minutes
    • 4 mile ruck march with 30 pound pack in 50 minutes
  5. I want to nourish my family every day with food I make, and to focus on mastering/documenting 24 dishes

As I do my morning journaling each day, I have started taking a moment to remind myself of these five overarching goals and write down a note for how I intend to move them forward that day. By setting the stage up front, I notice that I’m actually focusing on each objective.

These objectives should correspond to 95% of what I spend my time doing. Anything else needs to fit into the other 5% – or not at all.

Curb your desire— don’t set your heart on so many things and you will get what you need.
— Epictetus

Roast Lamb Shoulder

Prepare the spice blend:

3 T smoked paprika
4 T coriander seeds, crushed
2 T cumin seeds, crushed
8 garlic cloves, roughly chopped
(Optional: 2T onion powder)
Salt + Black pepper

Lay out a large double layer of foil and place on top:

1 whole bone-in lamb shoulder (~3 kg)

Score the fat side of the lamb with a very sharp knife. Ensure your cuts do not reach into the meat.

Pour over the meat:

50mL olive oil

Rub the prepared seasoning over the lamb and massage into the meat, then drizzle with:

50mL red wine vinegar

Wrap the foil over the lamb shoulder to completely cover it. Refrigerate the lamb shoulder for 5-24 hours.

Preheat your oven to 250F. Place the lamb, wrapped in foil, on a roasting pan and insert into the oven. After 3 hours, remove the foil and baste the meat with juices. Cook another 1-2 hours to brown/caramelize the lamb exterior. The lamb is done when you can easily pull the flesh away from the bone. If the meat is still firm, continue to check on it in 30 minute increments. When the lamb is done, remove from the oven and let rest for at least 30 minutes.

While the lamb is resting, whisk together the dressing ingredients:

100mL buttermilk
20mL white wine vinegar
1/2 bunch fresh coriander, chopped
S+P, to taste

To serve, remove the bone and serve the shoulder whole at the table, with the dressing. Alternatively, you can carve the shoulder and serve on a platter.

Notes

Serves 6-8

North African Moorish-style spices are used for this lamb. This recipe benefits from an overnight marinade.

You can make this lamb in the oven or on a barbecue.

Uses for Remaining Meat:

  • Lamb Pasanda Curry with Dal

  • Pulled Lamb Shoulder w/ pickled fennel and cabbage

 Lamb shoulder at the 3 hour mark
Lamb shoulder at the 3 hour mark

 Finished Lamb Shoulder
Finished Lamb Shoulder

Silencing the Noise

Earlier this week, I deleted my personal Twitter account. This marks a further step on my fight to retrain my mind.

I’ve been without Facebook and Instagram for a few years now, and Twitter was the last major holdout. I justified keeping it because the quality of posts seemed to be higher than on the other platforms. I followed and interacted with interesting people and encountered plenty of new ideas.

But, there was still a cost. I noticed the addiction creeping in again. We cannot escape our programming – the red notification badges and slot machine effect will always capture us. The outrage that is so prevalent online creeped into my life. My mind and attention were being taken away from me.

Even the continual flow of ideas started getting to me. All Twitter thoughts are brief, without justification or explanation. Everything is spoken as a strong truth. There is no room for in depth discussion. For me, this is a non-starter: it’s just noise. I seek out quality information that I can dive into and incorporate into my life. I don’t need a sea of ideas from other people. I’d rather read a twenty-five page paper about a single point, rather than 180 characters which summarize a pithy complaint about human nature.

We take in too much information. We are always hungry for new ideas. But when I crowded my brain with everyone else’s ideas, I noticed that I no longer had room for my own.

So, I’m silencing the noise and continuing to reduce my media consumption. I need space for my own ideas to grow, develop, and integrate. I prefer the slow, high, winding mountain path to the veritable flood of never-ending information.

You will still find me in two places on the social interwebs: for now, I am keeping a LinkedIn Profile and Twitter account for my business. Both of those accounts are core marketing components. I feel much less temptation for checking these accounts, and much of my posting is automated through a third-party service.

But if these accounts continue to draw me away from useful work, they will have to go too. The best way to prevent addiction is to avoid the addictive substance entirely.

The Philip K Dick Anthology

Author: Philip K. Dick
Rating: 4/5
Last Read: December 2014
Who Should Read: Sci-fi fans, short story fans

The Philip K. Dick Anthology is a collection of thirteen short stories by the famed sci-fi writer Philip K. Dick. Many of his stories have been turned into movies such as Total Recall, Minority Report, and Blade Runner.

This collection contains a different list of stories than those in the Selected Stories of Philip K. Dick. The thirteen included stories are:

  • “The Eyes Have It”
  • “Beyond the Door”
  • “Beyond Lies the Wub”
  • “Mr. Spaceship”
  • “The Skull”
  • “The Crystal Crypt”
  • “The Defenders”
  • “The Hanging Stranger”
  • “The Gun”
  • “Tony and the Beetles”
  • “The Variable Man”
  • “Piper in the Woods”
  • “Second Variety”

My Highlights

Apparently in my first pass through I was only struck by a single passage, but it is a beautiful one:

find in your Odysseus a figure common to the mythology of most self-conscious races. As I interpret it, Odysseus wanders as an individual, aware of himself as such. This is the idea of separation, of separation from family and country. The process of individuation.”
“But Odysseus returns to his home.” Peterson looked out the port window, at the stars, endless stars, burning intently in the empty universe. “Finally he goes home.”
“As must all creatures. The moment of separation is a temporary period, a brief journey of the soul. It begins, it ends. The wanderer returns to land and race….”

Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

Author: Philip K. Dick
Rating: 4/5
Last Read: November 2014
Who Should Read: Sci-fi fans, people who liked the movie Blade Runner

Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, like many other Philip K. Dick stories, inspired the movie Blade Runner. Unlike the other movies-inspired-by-stories, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? is a full novel, though you might find yourself finishing it in a single sitting as if it were a short story.

The novel and the movie are markedly different, but do share similarities. The main plot still follows a bounty hunter, Rick Deckard, who is tasked with retiring escaped androids. As with most Philip K. Dick stories, there is an exploration of an underlying theme about what it means to be human.

Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? is an excellent entry point into the work of Philip K. Dick. You won’t be disappointed.

It is no good. I can’t do it. I can play the Thirteen Ways of Looking at a Trash Compactor Repairman Game, but I cannot turn it into a story at once puzzling, poignant, grotesque, philosophical, satirical, and fun. There is a very special way of doing this and the first step in its mastery involves being Philip K. Dick.

My Highlights

Empathy, evidently, existed only within the human community, whereas intelligence to some degree could be found throughout every phylum and order including the arachnida.

Because, ultimately, the empathic gift blurred the boundaries between hunter and victim, between the successful and the defeated. As in the fusion with Mercer, everyone ascended together

The tyranny of an object, he thought. It doesn’t know I exist. Like the androids, it had no ability to appreciate the existence of another.

But maybe she doesn’t know how to cook, he thought suddenly. Okay, I can do it; I’ll fix dinner for both of us. And I’ll show her how so she can do it in the future if she wants. She’ll probably want to, once I show her how; as near as I can make out, most women, even young ones like her, like to cook: it’s an instinct.

“I am your friend,” the old man said. “But you must go on as if I did not exist. Can you understand that?” He spread empty hands.
“No,” Rick said. “I can’t understand that. I need help.”
“How can I save you,” the old man said, “if I can’t save myself?” He smiled. “Don’t you see? There is no salvation.”

“You will be required to do wrong no matter where you go. It is the basic condition of life, to be required to violate your own identity. At some time, every creature which lives must do so. It is the ultimate shadow, the defeat of creation; this is the curse at work, the curse that feeds on all life. Everywhere in the universe.”

Do androids dream? Rick asked himself. Evidently; that’s why they occasionally kill their employers and flee here. A better life, without servitude.

Time and tide, he thought. The cycle of life. Ending in this, the last twilight. Before the silence of death. He perceived in this a micro-universe, complete.

She seemed more externally composed now. But still fundamentally frantic and tense. Yet, the dark fire waned; the life force oozed out of her, as he had so often witnessed before with other androids. The classic resignation. Mechanical, intellectual acceptance of that which a genuine organism—with two billion years of the pressure to live and evolve hagriding it—could never have reconciled itself to.

You have to be with other people, he thought. In order to live at all.

You can’t go back, he thought. You can’t go from people to nonpeople. In panic he thought, I’m dependent on them. Thank god they stayed.

“That’s because you’re a highly moral person. I’m not. I don’t judge, not even myself.”

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