The Great Wave

What a marvelous blessing
to participate in this life
this wave of consciousness
rolling and roiling through space and time
billions of years in the making

This experiment will not end even when we do.
it will keep rolling on
as YOU will roll on along with it
(even if it’s in a different form)


Connected Thoughts

  • It’s amusing to think of this great wave in the context of things like people complaining about how much time someone spends on a video game. The universe worked for billions of years to develop video games – maybe it’s not such a waste after all.
  • The Book by Alan Watts

    The sensation of “I” as a lonely and isolated center of being is so powerful and commonsensical, and so fundamental to our modes of speech and thought, to our laws and social institutions, that we cannot experience selfhood except as something superficial in the scheme of the universe. I seem to be a brief light that flashes but once in all the aeons of time—a rare, complicated, and all-too-delicate organism on the fringe of biological evolution, where the wave of life bursts into individual, sparkling, and multicolored drops that gleam for a moment only to vanish forever. Under such conditioning it seems impossible and even absurd to realize that myself does not reside in the drop alone, but in the whole surge of energy which ranges from the galaxies to the nuclear fields in my body.”

    the constant awareness of death shows the world to be as flowing and diaphanous as the filmy patterns of blue smoke in the air—that there really is nothing to clutch and no one to clutch it. This is depressing only so long as there remains a notion that there might be some way of fixing it, of putting it off just once more, or hoping that one has, or is, some kind of ego-soul that will survive bodily dissolution.

  • Does it Matter? by Alan Watts

    From this it is but a short step to the realization that all forms of life and being are simply variations on a single theme: we are all in fact one being doing the same thing in as many different ways as possible.

  • This Is It by Alan Watts

    My own feeling, and of course it is nothing more than an opinion, is that we transcend death, not as individual memory-systems, but only in so far as our true identity is the total process of the world as distinct from the apparently separate organism.

  • The Lady of the Lake by Andrzej Sapkowski

    ‘There,’ said the elf. ‘The ancient snake Ouroboros. Ouroboros symbolises eternity and is itself eternal. It is the eternal going away and the eternal return. It is something that has no beginning and no end.
    ‘Time is like the ancient Ouroboros. Time is fleeting moments, grains of sand passing through an hourglass. Time is the moments and events we so readily try to measure. But the ancient Ouroboros reminds us that in every moment, in every instant, in every event, is hidden the past, the present and the future. Eternity is hidden in every moment. Every departure is at once a return, every farewell is a greeting, every return is a parting. Everything is simultaneously a beginning and an end.

  • “Desiderata” by Max Erhmann

    You are a child of the universe,
    no less than the trees and the stars;
    you have a right to be here.
    And whether or not it is clear to you,
    no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
    it is still a beautiful world.
    Be cheerful.
    Strive to be happy.

  • Norse Mythology by Neil Gaiman

    It is not the end. There is no end. It is simply the end of the old times, Loki, and the beginning of the new times. Rebirth always follows death.

  • The Way of Zen by Alan W. Watts

    Buddhism has frequently compared the course of time to the apparent motion of a wave, wherein the actual water only moves up and down, creating the illusion of a “piece” of water moving over the surface.

The Planetary Organism

Some days I wake up and I can see the world-organism. An entire planetary system breathing and eating and thinking. I can feel the long, slow pulse of each day. 

The internet is a grand experiment, and it increasingly reminds me of this image of the world organism. As humans, we need to converse to think. The world is too complex for one mind. The internet allows us to converse across boundaries, to broaden the scale of our thinking and knowledge. We are creating a single mind on a planetary scale.

We feel like individuals, but how separate can we ever truly be?  We are inescapably connected. Now more than ever.

Apollonia Chalee

This is a poem which I received inside a bag of coffee. I cannot escape the character of Apollonia Chalee – wise beyond what her rational employers might choose to believe.


Apollonia Chalee
by John Canady

Maid

Mrs. Fisher’s superstitious. She
believes machines clean better than
human hands. She scolds me when
I miss an opportunity
to haul her caterwauling vacuum
room to room, as if my broom
might dirty her linoleum.

Mrs. Fisher still insists her new
electric washer’s quicker than
a tub and mangle, though I mopped
all day last Tuesday when it chose
to spew soap suds and dirty water
down the stairs. I tell her discontented
spirits live in these machines, but

Mrs. Fisher twists her husband’s arm
to buy more gadgets from the catalogs
Sears sends her. Mr. Fisher is
a scientist. A scientist
I think should know a little better
than to let his wife invite|
devils in metal skins into his home.

Appolonia Chalee grew up near Los Alamos and worked as a maid during WWII for families of scientists involved in the Manhattan Project.

From Critical Assembly

Prioritizing Self-Care

We hear it all the time: you must take care of yourself before you can take care of someone else. And yet, this advice is ignored so often. How many relationships have fallen apart because someone violated this single maxim?

I’ve certainly destroyed a few by failing to heed it.

But now the stakes are too high. I have a business. I have a wife. I have children. I have a house to maintain. I have land to maintain. I cannot afford to go off the rails. When I do go off the rails: things fall apart, time is wasted, and I have to dig myself back out of a hole. The pattern can’t continue like that.

I have to take care of myself because so many other things depend on me being in tip-top shape.

So what do I actually need?

  • Time to work on the business so that I can support myself and the people who depend on me
  • Time to work outside – to prepare the yard, produce food for my family, get some sweet vitamin D, and to refresh my spirit by spending time in the boundless beauty of nature
  • Time to work out so I can maintain my physical fitness, reduce stress, and improve my thinking
  • Time for meditative hobbies: bonsai, growing mushrooms, and playing music. Excellent outlets to cultivate learning, focus, intensity, absorption, and beauty.
  • Time to write: to express myself creatively, reflect, ponder, and document

These are the activities that I need most of all to feel grounded in my own being. And when my body and mind are nourished and refreshed, I am capable of helping others.

The next task is to make sure that I am actually making time for each of these crucial self-care activities each week. Of course, there are many time pressures with a family and a business. That is no excuse. Self-care has to come first, or else I am a ticking time bomb.